rocky41_7: (bg3)

Since I did one for Minthara - here are the things that I love about Lae'zel's romance:

  1. Her first encounter with Tav is trying to kill them, and then they end up together agkjkgf Forgotten Realms meet-cute.
  2. She does NOT pussyfoot around about her interest in Tav. She's into them and not afraid to declare it. Bold move when they have to continue traveling together for days/weeks/months regardless of how Tav reacts.
  3. The way she tells Tav where to kiss her during the sex scene. Yes.
  4. When Shadowheart asks if Lae'zel didn't consider it "beneath her" to share a night with Tav, Lae'zel responds "They were beneath me, at times. But also above me. And standing, at certain points."
  5. The fight. That she gets so worked up about having a crush on Tav and can't think of any way to deal with those feelings but fighting. "Get out of my school" energy. Nevertheless, whether Tav wins or loses, Lae'zel declares she doesn't really want to hurt them--she wants to protect them, and wants them to protect her.
  6. How she has to brace herself to ask for softness and affection from Tav, after potentially scoffing at Tav's earlier request for cuddling. It's scarier for her to ask for a gentle touch from Tav than it was to proposition them.
  7. Her FACE when Tav asks to kiss her publicly for the first time adjngkj She talks SUCH big game when they're in private but the moment Tav wants to publicly show affection for her she's O.O
  8. Waking Tav up to watch the sunset with her!! Lae'zel is someone who rarely does things purely for the pleasure of it and at the beginning of the game, I'm sure she would have considered this a waste of time. But now she finds pleasure in it, and she wants to share it with Tav. "This couldn't wait" she says!
  9. Her entire speech during the sunset scene is so incredibly touching. Her whole life has been about war--she'll boast about having killed classmates growing up because they weakened the githyanki as a whole--but now she sees another path, and she wants to share it with Tav.
  10. "You showed me freedom." I will not quote the entire thing but this is so core to Lae'zel's feelings about Tav and her new friends and Faerun--this is the first time she's been shown another viable way of life besides the one she was raised in, and she likes it--even though she's good at the githyanki way of life.
  11. The moment where she acknowledges her flaws, but also insists on her virtues. Lae'zel knows she is hard to get along with for Faerunians--but she also knows she has value.
  12. How she struggles to define exactly how she feels about Tav ("There's more, but I don't know how to say it. I don't know what to call it.") She doesn't have the words, but she recognizes the feelings--she knows she feels something special for Tav.
  13. Related to the above - her banter with Gale where she admits she'd never heard any other githyanki talk about being in love. She literally has no cultural script for what's happening, but she cares enough for Tav to push through these scary unknowns.
  14. The forehead kiss!
  15. How "source of my bruises" becomes "source of my joy" TT_TT
  16. If she's turned against Vlaakith, she and Tav can leave to join the githyanki revolution together. Either a gith!Tav and Lae'zel, having saved a foreign world, now set off to save their own, or Lae'zel, having saved her lover's world, now brings her lover with her to save her own people.
  17. Related to the above - her helping Tav onto the red dragon with her at the end! Lae'zel has dreamed of riding a red dragon her whole life, and the first time she does is with Tav.
  18. If the egg from Creche Y'llek is taken, Lae'zel and Tav can raise it together. Lae'zel names it "Xan" for "freedom."
  19. Gith!Tav and Lae'zel returning for the reunion as leaders among their people and of Orpheus' rebellion.

Tavarezzyn

May. 9th, 2025 10:36 am
rocky41_7: (bg3)

In a grim finale to yesterday evening, Tav helped Astarion complete the ascendance ritual only to hear his unhinged monologue afterwards and then side with the Gur to off him.

Really fascinating to see the cycles at play here: knowing how Cazador abused and tortured Astarion, hearing the memories of how Vellioth abused and tortured Cazador...seeing the horror that Cazador wrought on his spawn, seeing Astarion bend Cazador over and carve the ritual symbols into his back (and they do not skimp on that scene, it goes on a while with Cazador screaming as Astarion does to him what he did to Astarion - I wonder if Cazador's screams sound sweet to Astarion?) I can only assume how this moment with Astarion throws Cazador back to being helpless at Vellioth's hands, and it's easy to imagine even at his age how his pursuit of power felt like a pursuit of control over his own life, of freedom from fear...so to hear Astarion claim as soon as the ritual is over that he'll never have to fear anyone again...boy the cycles do cycle.

Interestingly, Lae'zel opposes this course enough to interrupt the cut scene pleading with Astarion not to do it, and after she seems genuinely sad that he succumbed to desire for personal power (which she contrasts with power for the collective). Minthara, predictably, supports Astsrion's ascension, although she has nothing to say afterwards. After killing him with the Gur, she's frustrated we offed a powerful ally. Lae'zel continues to be disappointed, but seems to believe we had to do it. From a monster-hunter perspective, we aced the day by ending with zero vampires.

I heard murmurs online that ascendant Astarion is just as bad if not worse than Cazador and even the brief glimpse I got of him does resonate with that. Makes me wonder who Cazador was before Vellioth got to him. Someday I'll do a Durge playthrough and let Astarion live out his ascendant vampire dreams.

Astarion was inspired by our betrayal.


Tavarezzyn

Apr. 26th, 2025 06:45 pm
rocky41_7: (bg3)

Lae'el is a bitch and a half to Tavarezzyn once she realizes how low on the feeding chain Tav really is among the githyanki (which doesn't take long; the scars her crechemates left her were supposed to show she's a loser who can't hold her own in a fight). Some of the other companions--Wyll, Gale, Karlach--take some issue with this. Unfortunately, faced with the double humiliation of being rejected by her own kind and being pitied (as she sees it) by outsiders, her response is generally "FUCK OFF ISTIK" or perhaps challenging them to a fight, thanks to a heady cocktail of continual rejection by her own society and a lifetime of bullying combined with feverish commitment to the same values and norms over which she was rejected.


loading up a cargo ship for her issues, bad enough to be disdained by the only other gith around, but being comforted by ISTIK?, intolerable, her brief sojourn into Baldur's Gate began to shift her views, but in Act 1 she still has a ways to go


rocky41_7: (bg3)



Behold: Tav, short for Tavarezzyn, a pathetic excuse for a githyanki.

Tav is, by githyanki standards, a coward and a dogshit warrior. She managed to survive multiple attempts by crechemates to put her down mainly through a combination of dumb luck and pitying intervention by adults, but she has (not pictured here) about a half a dozen notches in her ears to prove her lost fights and make sure other githyanki know what a loser she is on sight.

Unfortunately this had the impact of making her a perpetual defeatist, convinced at the start of any task that she's definitely going to fuck it up, which inevitably becomes a self-fulfilling prophecy, further convincing her of her own uselessness.

Despite utterly failing to achieve any measure of success by githyanki standards, she continues to zealously laud those same values, worshipping Vlaakith and dreaming of ascension, something laughably beyond the realm of possibility for her. However, early in the adventure after escaping the nautiloid, she does consider that actually, removing herself from githyanki society might be best for everyone. (And in fact, she was caught by the nautiloid in the throes of regret over deserting her platoon, trying to make her way back to them.)

Lae'zel begins their acquaintance from a point of total contempt. She is aware very quickly that Tav is a black sheep among their people and has no respect for her. But Tav's quick and surprisingly successful flash of leadership on the nautiloid, allowing both her and Lae'zel to survive, gives her a desperately needed confidence boost, and as the weeks on the road progress, she discovers she is actually, good at maybe a couple of things, or at least she can improve at some things. Maybe.

For her part, Tav is smitten with Lae'zel immediately, but of course aware of Lae'zel's disdain for her (which does nothing to temper her growing loyalty to and affection for Lae'zel) and assumes there is no chance that will ever happen.

Much to Lae'zel's annoyance, she finds her attitude towards Tav shifting as they travel together, until she's surprised to find she cares about this loser. Together, they weather the shock and anger of Vlaakith's betrayal of the githyanki people and vow to carve their own path and take their queen out of power, the keystone cementing their now inseparable bond.


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