Fandom: The Hobbit/Tolkien
Pairing: Thorin/Thranduil
Summary: Thorin arrives at his lover's house, silently praying Thranduil has finally managed to quiet his fussing baby.
AO3 (see author’s notes here) | tumblr
***
Silence embraced Thorin when he stepped across the threshold; merciful, beautiful, longed-for silence. Legolas’ wailing and fussing, which had been a constant racket in the foreground for the last several days was gone, which could only mean one thing: Thranduil had finally gotten him down to bed, which meant Thorin might finally, finally have the elf to himself for more than a handful of minutes.
Not that Thorin would ever complain about how much of Thranduil’s attention his child consumed. (Or about how Thranduil was more than willing to abandon Thorin to tend to whatever perceived discomforts the child might have, no matter how occupied he might have been with Thorin.)
Elves were like that about babies, Thorin was learning. It had to come from having so few.
“Thranduil?” he called cautiously. He didn’t see him around, but he hesitated to make any more noise, lest he wake Legolas and start the whole cycle over again. His own desires aside, the poor babe had been colicky for days, and needed the rest (Presumably—it was remarkable how long a distressed elven baby could cry, and that was only what Thorin had been present for. Thranduil spent twenty-four hours a day with the child and Thorin wasn’t sure how he hadn’t gone mad yet.) Thus, he was as quiet as he could be setting his keys on the entry way table and shedding his coat.
This way, he thought with half a smirk, he might be able to sneak up on Thranduil (he had never yet succeeded, what with Thranduil’s keen elf ears, but he wasn’t ready to surrender).
But sneaking up on Thranduil required first finding him, which was proving to be more difficult than Thorin had imagined. With the wide windows open and a cool afternoon breeze wafting the gauzy curtains out, Thorin had assumed they were home, but he supposed it was possible Thranduil had taken Legolas on a walk in another desperate attempt to soothe him and forgotten to close the windows before leaving.
The living room, kitchen, dining area, den, and the study were all bereft of elves. Thorin did not quite dare push on the door to Legolas’ nursery, knowing that if he were the one to wake the child after all this, Thranduil might actually throttle him with his own beard (He recalled enough from Dis’ period with two babies to know that this was a distinct possibility).
As he moved towards the master bedroom, he could see the same billowing and swaying of curtains that accompanied the other open windows. Perhaps Thranduil had lain down for a nap himself—Thorin wouldn’t blame him. He felt fairly certain the elf hadn’t slept in two or three days (though truthfully, he was still puzzling out Thranduil’s sleep cycle).
That wasn’t so bad—if Thranduil was abed, Thorin could slip off his boots and slide in with his lover (If Thorin could call Thranduil his lover. He was not entirely sure how to define their exact dynamic, but they were sleeping together, so it seemed reasonably appropriate.) A brief afternoon nap couldn’t be too amiss (Balin was always saying Thorin needed to rest more). With a faint smile on his lips, he pushed the bedroom door open fully, and found the missing elves.
Thranduil was indeed asleep, passed out in the center of the massive four-poster bed, with the gentle wind keeping a constant current of fresh air moving through the room. Asleep on his father’s bare chest was Legolas, soothed to rest at last, one tiny fist curled up by his head, drooling as he bobbed slowly with the rise and fall of Thranduil’s breathing. His face seemed clear of the feverish flush Thorin had seen on it last. One of Thranduil’s hands rested lightly against Legolas’ back, as if he had fallen asleep rubbing it to comfort the little one. Thorin’s eyes traced over Thranduil’s shoulders, over the narrow pull of his waist, and up to the jawline Thorin could never help but gawk at in profile.
Frozen in the doorway, Thorin knew there was no chance he could risk waking either of them, and so he did not move closer, but nor could he quite tear himself away. There was a sharp, insistent tugging sensation in his chest, and a feeling that seemed bizarrely protective, in a way he hadn’t felt since Fili had once admitted to another boy at school picking on him.
He barely realized he was raising his phone to take a picture until he was opening the camera app. After he had snapped the shot, he thought perhaps it was best if he just go, and leave them to rest. Thranduil did not have attention for him today, and Thorin found himself more at ease with that than he had been when he walked through the door.
But instead of leaving, Thorin quietly made himself a cup of coffee and settled in the living room to enjoy the view of the heavily forested garden Thranduil maintained. Maybe Thranduil didn’t have attention to spare for him—but Thorin would enjoy a few minutes with his coffee, knowing he was asleep in the next room, child sleeping soundly, an easy silence enveloping the entire household, as though it were cut off from the rest of the world. Thorin, who lived alone, was surprised at how the silence felt different from merely lounging around his own empty house. It was like there was still the presence of others, even though he couldn’t hear them, and it reminded him of staying over at Dis’ place and waking just after dawn with her to have coffee before the boys rousted.
There was something comforting in this sort of silence. Something he could get used to.